
The Run: Did that most dreadful of runs today...the tempo run. Our schedule calls for a warm up (we usually do a mile instead of the prescribed "15 minutes") and then an hour at said tempo pace. I would normally have wanted the pace to have been slightly faster, but with the heat and humidity, I think we did OK.
The Reason: Jeremiah 12, "
Righteous are you, O LORD, when I complain to you; yet I would plead my case before you.Why does the way of the wicked prosper? Why do all who are treacherous thrive?You plant them, and they take root; they grow and produce fruit; you are near in their mouth and far from their heart. But you, O LORD, know me; you see me, and test my heart toward you. Pull them out like sheep for the slaughter, and set them apart for the day of slaughter."
I realize this does not seem like a very encouraging passage. However, I am sure that each of us have felt what the prophet is expressing here at one time or another. Oddly enough, this morning's run inspired this thought in me.
We happened to be running our "in-town 6" AKA the normal morning run, for the first portion of our tempo run. About half-way into the route, we pass St. Peter's church. St. Pete's has been a good customer of mine over the years. In 2002, I put in a new furnace and a/c system. It was the first air conditioner that that building had had. Leadership at that time were also wonderful clients, and I did a considerable amount of work at their private residence. For the most part, the new equipment at St. Peter's seemed to work fine. I had done the necessary heat loss/heat gain calculations (which can be crazy weird for a building that is empty 97% of the time and then suddenly is filled with hot bodies excreting tons of latent heat) and they had minimal reason to ever call for service. In short, things were good with me and ole' Saint Pete.
Flash forward to this morning's run. As we slowed near the church, a landmark on the well worn route, I noticed that the outdoor portion of the air conditioning system was missing. Intrigued, I investigated further. The copper lines that supply the "ozone dangerous freon" to the indoor portion appeared to have been cut. Oil residue was everywhere and looked to have been sloppily cleaned up. The larger copper line had a bottle cap from a 2 liter jug of Pepsi shoved on the end. The smaller "liquid" line was taped off with black electrical tape. Electric wires were dangling precariously. To me, it seemed obvious: some jerk had stolen this a/c condenser from the sad old Episcopal church.
As if these poor people hadn't been through enough. Their parish is very small. My guess is that collections would hardly cover expenses. Even though we may have major doctrinal differences, I felt compassion for them. A few winter's ago, a van full of kids huffing paint had plowed into the side of their brick building. I am sure that some of the costs were covered by insurance, but we all know that only goes so far.
Outraged, inflamed, enraged, and obsessed. This was my state of mind as I ran the remaining 5 miles. I decided that as soon as I got home I would make the necessary phone calls to contact church leadership and inform them of my discovery. Even though it was early, I felt the situation warranted it.
I dialed the one person I knew to call. "The number you have dialed has been disconnected," the mechanical voice on the other end told me. "They must have gone to cell phones only", I decided. I called the man's work and left a voicemail. While waiting and as several hours passed, I told several people. "Unbelievable"..."Does this happen a lot?"..."Well, I guess desperate times call for desperate measures", one friend quipped.
Finally, I made contact with my wonderful client...only this person told me that they were no longer in leadership and really had nothing to do with the church anymore. They attended somewhere else. They did however give me the phone number of someone whom I should contact. I called. And this is where the unraveling of the real thievery begins.
Him: "Hello?" (British accent?)
Me: "Hi, this is Jeff from Rayburn Plumbing and Heating...I don't really know how to begin...but I think the air conditioner at your church has been stolen."
Him: 'Huh?"
Me: "Yeah, well I put that unit in 8 years ago or so, and as I was about my morning constitutional I noticed that it was missing."
Him: "Wow, you're very observant."
Me: "*silence***(What do you say to that?)"
Him: "Well no...it wasn't stolen. It was removed yesterday. It was shot. Hit by lightning or something."
Me: "Oh. Well I am sorry you didn't call me."
Him: "Oh...Yeah... Me too... Didn't know you were the one to call. Nobody told me...**voice trails off**
Me: (Yeah right, "nobody told me." Who you trying to kid?) Yeah, Sneaky Pete (name changed so I don't get sued)is doing it. I guess he is licensed...**voice trails off again** Do you know him?"
"Yeah I know him. Well, sorry I couldn't help you...Good bye."
And that's it. Here we have a classic small town scenario: Man who is drawing disability from the government, comes in and undercuts the professional that has faithfully provided quality service for years. Mr. "Fly-by-night" presumably doesn't properly reclaim "ozone depleting freon". (As evidenced by the oil everywhere, sloppily wiped up.) He presumably has no insurance, no license, no proper reclaiming device, and most likely only enough knowledge to make himself dangerous. Furthermore, thanks to my sloothing (is that a word?) and connections, I have discovered that Mr. "Collector of Disability from Taxpayers but will work on the sly under the table anyway" plans on putting in a unit that is undersized and apparently has no plans on replacing the copper lines or the indoor coil (which is a must when switching between the old "R-22 ozone depleting evil freon" and the new "410-a Al Gore, We are the World, koom-by-ah refrigerant." It is highly probable that this unit won't even work, and if it does, probably not for long.
So the moral dilemma. Do you warn this sad little church that they are about to get the big screw job? Or do you wash your hands of it and say, "Well, they didn't ask me. It is not my place to get involved." Fortunately, this is not a decision that I have to make. It has been made for me by those in authority over me. The decision was handed down: "Stay out of it."
So what about the other person in our story. I have painted him as corrupt, wicked and the man who stole the food straight out of my children's mouths. Man! It really makes me rage! There will likely be no recourse, no "come-up-ins", no judgement on this earth. And this brings me to the same place the prophet Jeremiah was at, "Why do the wicked prosper?"
This question is repeated over and over throughout the ages. Although very stark to me this morning, this is not an isolated case. This kind of thing happens, unfortunately, everyday. Legislators pass laws, and the law abiding try to live by them-though their burden can be heavy at times. Meanwhile, at the local level, building inspectors don't do their job because of ignorance or apathy and unlicensed criminals do unscrupulous work-for cash.
As I try not to obsess, be bitter and angry (you didn't even think I was trying did you?), I find solace in the only place true solace can ever be found: the Sovereignty of God. The message of Romans 8:28 is concise and could not be clearer: "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." It is Lord God Almighty that puts food on my table. He alone provides the work. Furthermore, it is He alone who gives the ability to do the work. Who am I to question? Did the Lord not say to Job, "Where were you when I laid the Earth's Foundation? Tell me if you understand." Or maybe I should read what the Apostle Paul shared with the Romans from the Law: "Vengeance is mine. I shall repay says the Lord." And if that doesn't quiet my soul, how about the words of our Savior: "Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?"
So I guess I am going to have to lay down my pride on this issue. "Why do the wicked prosper?" Don't concern yourself with that, the Lord seems to tell us from the pages of Holy Writ. From the earliest pages of Scripture, God revealed Himself a Jehovah-Jirah which means "The Lord-Will-Provide."
It reminds me of that Chris Tomlin song "Our God." The lyrics repeat, "And if our God is with us, then what can stand against?
Then what can stand against?
Then what can stand against?"
Well, I think I have rambled enough for one post, but hopefully have given you some food for thought and some encouragement when things like this happen to you. Things are going to happen. Big things, little things, annoying things, unfair things, hurtful things. That is a given. But remember the words of our Lord Jesus Christ on the very night that He was betrayed. He said, "In this world you will have trouble, but take heart. I have overcome the world." Glory to God.